Monday, February 9, 2009

Life As I Know It

I've never claimed to have all the answers to life's many questions but I can give my insight on the things i have experienced in my 28 yrs on this planet. There are things in life that no human being should be subjected to but believe it or not I have been through them all. A lot of people have asked Nicole why don't you write a book or start a non profit organization. The main reason for that is because I have not completely closed the chapter of that part of my life. What qualifies me to tell other young women how to start the healing process if I haven't done so myself.

Its been about 13 yrs since my first traumatic experience and I think its about time that I put it out there and then move on from it. If I don't I'll just carry it for the rest of my life and have it affect my well being. But why start there i wonder in order to fully put the pieces of my life in order I must start at the beginning. From this day forth I will write from a chapter in my life that I need closure. I don't expect to find the answers but in order to heal I have to break down the wall that I built up and repair my wound, this is a promise I make not only to myself but to my daughter and loved ones. I will be a changed person and break the cycle before it even begins. Follow me on my journey and together we can learn.

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